First journal!

I was looking around at a few chat rooms in the past week and I have met a lot of people. A lot of them were nice, welcomed me and asked if I needed help posting a character and things.

But, last night I walked into a room called metalcore. I had been in this room before and it was usually empty. Several minutes after comming into this room someone else came in. I started a rp with this person and not long into it, maybe almost an half hour or so, someone named elasha came in and left. I did not think much of it at the time. I had gotten used to seeing this. People comming into a chat room and leaving without saying a thing.

But, several minutes later that same person banned me from the room. No warnings, no reason, no nothing. I went to ask some people in other chat rooms and I was told to send this person a note and ask why.

Now here is the weird part. I went to send this note and I check after a while and realize there is nothing in my sent notes. It's as if the note didn't get sent. I checked this person's user page and note there and say something was wrong with the notes system and found out she has blocked other users from posting messages. I'm not sure if it was from other people or just me. I was advised to ask the admins. I went there and talked to one. The admin I spoke with was very patient with me and was helpful. I was told that becuase it was an unoffical chat room It was up to the owner's discretion who was banned for whatever reason.

I feel like even though I didn't get to know why I had been treated like that, I feel like the admins have been helpful, and know that I'm in good hands, should something happen again that requires their help.

I found she has a friend she mentions frequently through this persons journals and pictures and realized I had left a few comments on one or two of her journals. The person that banned me posts comments to this person's journals frequently and decided to ask her there. Maybe I'll get my anwser then. Even if I don't, I have to realize that it's going to happen every now and then and have to take it in stride. just drop it and move on. It was probally a misunderstanding. Those things happen too.

**Update**
elasha answered me and said she was closing the room and that no one is allowed. So, I'm relieved that I didn't do anything wrong. I think she was a little too hostile in how she did it, but it isn't my room. I got her anwser, thanked her for her time, abd now it's time to move on.